Monday, February 13, 2006
10:04 PM

Somehow, I really feel like i've lost you..
we used to be so close..
your family, was my family
and my family, yours...
the years and distance have been a strain..
we no longer hang out as often as we used to
i feel like i dont know anything about you..
even going over to your house feels like it's my first time there
perhaps it's just me..
maybe im neurotic..
but i can tell by your preferences
and the way we only met up twice this time i was back
the way the excuses just sprang up..
and my offers to help were forgotten..
i guess you found someone else with that umphh for life..
the umphh you siad no one else but me could have..
you've got new friends, and so do i...
we've both matured, and have new hobbies..
but we promised to always stay close no matter what
then why do i feel like a spare tyre sometimes?
when all your other friends have been punctured..
you take me out from the boot and use me till your friends are fixed..
maybe it's me... maybe im too uptight...
is it becos i dont gossip anymore? and i dont like swearing and clubbing?
is it becos im not the ailing i used to be back in sec 4?
it's hard to leave a friend that ive always felt drawn to no matter what...
so i've never leave you..
i'll still always be here for you..
whenever, wherever, whatever im doing, i'll drop it, when you call out for me...



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i know it's a really sappy, self pity post... but it's alright.. only a few people have access to this blog.. and even the one i wrote this for doesnt know this blog's add.. so it's alright...

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