Friday, March 03, 2006
3:59 AM

well.. today's been a rough day.. but it's gettting better..and im pretty sure that by the end of the day, i'll be happy again.... yup yup...
went to uni today... 830am lecture... seriously, dont people ever sleeep in?! i had to wake up at 7am, and the whole household was already awake... amazing isnt it? so anyways... went to school and after the lecture had a 2 hour lab for the same unit.. but it's my all time favourite unit, so it's good... i mean, what could be more interesting then the study of diseases.... super interesting man! so went for lab..and on the way out after the lab ended.. i bumped into lindy.. yup yup..was good catching up with that girl... then we went to meet sri and gang... hmm, the murdoch college people.. i dont miss the college days at all, but i sure do miss some of the people... the close group of friends there... and there are of course a fair share of people that well, i don't miss at all... like, the underwater rhino..hmm..haha... mr shiny pants... oh wells... those were te days of old... but now in Christ, the old has become new..yay!! =)
i used to do such silly silly things when i was young..and come to think of it.. the only only one who knows the whole super whole story, is sheryl.. haha.. girl, you should be honoured man!! =)
today, i got home in a really really not happy moood... i wouldnt say that i was angry, or irritated.. i was just a mixture of emotions... there was a dash of confusion, a pinch of fear and a teaspoon of sadness... yup yup... mixture, what did i tell you..
but i really thank God for friends that stand by you even during your lowest times.. i mean, it isnt my lowest times.. but it sure isnt one of the peaks in my life...
thank God for alfred yee... who has never failed to speak words of truth and wisdom..somehow he always manages to turn me around and help me look at things in another way... a man of God, that's who he is...
thank God for lip eng... who is just so compassionate and thoughtful... she always manages to put a smile on my face... i dont know how she does it.. but she can... a woman of honesty and intergrity....
thank God for yusuke... who just by being himself, can make me laugh so hard..he doesnt put on a front and he's always there to show me that being yourself is the best thing that you could ever do...
thank God for sheryl.. who just by listening has helped me so much... she doesnt judge and she's such a joy to be around... someone who doesnt deny her feelings but will often put them aside for the greater good of other people..
thank God for joey... who just by being there makes me feel so at home... she's so honest about who she is and who she was.. her simple joy in trusting in Jesus is amazing.. and well, her laughter is contagious..
thank God for steph to... who is my ever willing lunch and shopping buddy... she's so helpful and loving... so easy to talk to and one of the people that really spends time to know me... someone who is somewhat, in a tiny way, like me...
thank God for boon wai.. who is manages to make me feel better when the days are blue... someone i look up to.... he's one of the most passionate people i know.. someone so comfortable to be around and share with...
and thank God for ah goh.... for being the brother i never had... whom i share everything with....and whom i trust with all my heart..

hmmm... just talked to my parents.. man, i miss them so much.... sigh.... i miss my sisters as well.... family.... people whom i would protect... people whom i would die for... yup yup.... no thinking twice bout that...

"Many, O Lord my God, are Thy wonderful works which Thou hast done, and Thy thoughts which are us -ward;: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto Theee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered."
Psalm 40:5

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