Thursday, April 06, 2006
1:03 AM

i'm listening to anything but ordinary now..and it brought back memories... memories when audrey said that this song was probably written for me.. hahah... esp the first two lines.... sometimes i get so weird.. i even freak myself out... hahaha..yup.. those two lines.. i guess they really taly with my character... but as the song goes.. i totally agree with it.. i'd rather be anything but ordinary....
hmmm..so my mid sem for mechanisms of diseases has come and gone....and it didnt really go the way i wanted it to go... but it's alright lah...with amos consistent " it's over already.. stop thinking about it.." i have gotten over it..and im not thinking bout it.... as i read back on the msges that people sent me..telling me that they're praying for me.. for my exam.. i feeel so blessed.... i was just overwhelmed.... so touching lah...
i dunno what i'll do without my friends... ahh... and then when i look at what i have in singapore.. it's just uncomparable... i dont that kind of support of friends in singapore... i dont have the kind of friends that i can truly trust.. that i can place my life in their hands kinda friends..over here... ive got plenty.. plenty of friends to pull me back on track.. plenty of friends to laugh with.. plenty of friends to lend me a shoulder to cry on... plenty of friends to go crazy with.... plenty of friends to pray with.... wah..it's amazing man... i know God put me here in perth for many reasons... and one of those reasons... is that He wanted to show me what friends are... and now i know.. praise the Lord!! = ) the other reasons.... i dont know yet.. perhaps... i might know soon... but then again.... only God knows...
hmmmm..... listening to this avril lavigne song from her first album... it's so nice lahhhhh... ok lemme write down the lyrics...

Things I'll never say

I'm tuggin at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm starring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my hand

I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you.... AWAY...
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down.... on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing
My life away
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If ain't coming out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it!

What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say


yup yup... nice song to sing to...just turn it up real loud....so.....ahhhhhh.... good! = )

"Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand."
Romans 14:4


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