Saturday, November 18, 2006
7:31 AM

went to pick up the bouquet of roses shaun asked me to get on behalf of him and the rest of the family for sheryl... it's so pretty...for a moment i imagined it being for me.. haha..
ive never gotten flowers before... not that it's a must... but it would be so nice...even a flower plucked from the street would be nice...actually i think that would be the most meaningful...so simple yet so sweet...
in murdoch college, it was like my 2nd day in school and it was valentines day.. and everyone was going around giving each other roses and stuff.... and i had only made friends with a few people... so i didnt know much of what was going on...then suddenly this guy comes up to me and gives me a rose...and i was thinking to myself..." wow, that's new.... first rose ive ever received and it's from some one i dont even know..." then like..5 minutes later the guy comes up to me and says..." can i have the rose back please?"..... oh gosh, what did he expect me to say...no?! haahha....then he walked away chuckling to his friends... ish, so humiliating.....
so yes i got given a rose but it was taken back..what a brilliant story isnt it....
the biggest valentines day ive had was just during the times in secondary school....everyone will be giving each other sweeets, balloons, flowers, presents.... so nice...

you know sometimes... i just wanna forget the world, and forget all the chaos, the noise, the clammer, the confusion...i wanna be able to just sit some where and for that moment in time, however long it may last, experience something other than reality... experience things that could have been, experience the different possibilities, experience something that could never be... know what i mean? maybe not.... but yeah that's what i feel like doing....

the flowers i wish were mine and me... hehe..




















see the pretty orange roses.... with orange paper..




















"For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38-39

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