Monday, April 23, 2007
10:23 PM

i reckon im not good at first impressions.. as in, people don't normally have very good first impressions of me. that's why i seriously panic whenever i've got to meet important people for the first time.. especially, important people of important people in my life.

let's take for example, meeting audrey's parents for the first time. this is how it went.
audrey: ailing, these are my parents. mom, dad, this is ailing.
me: helloo.
parents: hi ailingg, how are you?
me: good. *runs upstairs while dragging audrey along with me*

another example, meeting paul's parents for the first time yesterday.
paul: ailing, my parents. mom, dad, ailing.
me: hello.
parents: hi ailing, how are you?
me: good. *runs upstairs while dragging paul along with me*

ahhhhh!!!
now let's see what audrey had to say when i told her about me meeting paul's parents yesterday.
drey: hahaha... my god you did the same thing meeting my parents
drey: ahahaha
drey: you were like hi... and you ran up the stairs
drey: i think it's just parents in genreal
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: i did? i dont remember!!!
drey: yupp you did
drey: it was quite funny.. my family thought you didnt speak remember
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH..
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: oh yah!!!!
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: shy mah!
drey: haha and yet so loud
if you could create your own world, what would it be like?: eh when i ran away from your parents when i first met them right, did they think i was rude
drey: emmm.. i dunno
drey: not so much rude.. definitely a little weird

so there, i come off as either being rude or weird. i dont know which one's better. oh dear, how depressing.

so some of the first impressions that people have had of me, is proud, weird, quiet, fierce. but mostly proud. kevin used to label me as "dao punk", translation= "proud punk". i have hardly ever, in fact, never ever come of as, friendly, nice, approachable. i reckon it's my inability to speak when i first meet someone. or rather, not so much an inability, more of a fear to speak. oh wells, i guess the worst first impression i've pulled off is with audrey's family, they didnt think i could speak. amazing huh?

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