Saturday, June 30, 2007
10:05 AM

i know it's impossible to have friends like friends.. but smthg close to that would be cool. and i just realised, i have two friends like that, and that's awesome.
emily and audrey.

i guess the truest friends are those you've known for so long, seen all the shit you've gotten yourself into, been there through all your weird phases through adolescence, and now seeing you through the rest of your life. that is fantastic. im so happy to know that ive got these 2 girls with me.

emily and i have had our shares of petty squabbles, disagreements and periods of childishness. but we always managed to pull through it all. since we were 10, omg em, it's been 11 years. and in those 11 years, you've stood by me, put me in my place when i became annoyingly self centered, spoken your mind, heard my opinions and been someone that i have always trusted. you're someone who i can totally be myself around, laugh out laugh with, share our dreams and thoughts. you are awesome and i know you will be till the end of our lives. you're always there to speak some sense into me, and to let me know it's ok to be myself, to let me know it's ok to not live up to the expectations of others and to just let go of the fear i used to have of what the others thought of me. i love your squeals that often shock me and the way you always make me feel special.

audrey and i.. man have we been through so much together. you will always be those best years that i will never forget. you will always be my number one. you were my shoulder to cry on, my arms to collapse into, my hug. you will always be that opinion that matters, you are my rita. *giggles* i will always be proud of you. of your achievements and who you have become. you never gave up on me and no matter who i had become over the past few years, you never stopped caring and letting me know that you still love me. everytime i start to panic about being all alone, having the people around me not understand, them not knowing what im trying to say, or even what im thinking, everytime i think of that, i immediately think of you and how you know me better than i know myself, i am calm. you are so awesomely sweet and amazing, i know i will never find someone like you. thank you for everything babe, i could never ever repay you.

these are the darlings of my life. i will fight to protect them.
they will always be a cut above everyone else.

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