Monday, June 25, 2007
3:53 AM

i wish i could be to you, what you are to me. or even better, i wish i could be to you what she is to you. you never were to me what you are to her and i know you never will be. im not important to you and you never tried to show me otherwise. sometimes i wish i didnt feel this much, sometimes i wish i never cared so much. sometimes i wish i could cry you away or even wish you away and all the memories. even the good ones, cos it just reminds me of how much i care for you, love you and miss you, and how that will never be recipocrated.
i see how you are and how i believed you and everything you said and did. i believed you for who you told me you are, and who you wanted me to see you as. but now i know more, i see more, not because i want to. but because you were careless in covering up your tracks, you were careless in your words and behaviour.
you always thought of me and someone im not. you always saw me as someone who was not worth it all, someone you would easily replace. and i know you have done that.

i used to think of you as someone who would never ever hurt me, ever.

♥;