Tuesday, July 03, 2007
7:25 AM

i just came back from watching transformers with kevin. omg, it was awesome. ahhh!!! the way they transformed while moving. omg!!!!! how cool!!!
but i reckon kevin will never go watch a movie with me ever again.. hahahahaha. throughout the whole movie i kept asking him questions. "is that the bad robot?! omg! i just realised why they're called transformers. cos they transform!! eh! why optimus prime came to the fight so late? what's the name of that robot? why got fire when they falling into earth?"

anyways, enough bout that.

i was at work just now, and suddenly i thought this..." i wish i could just wake up one day, and not think about you anymore. i wish i could just get on one day without me wondering why you never tried." i cant believe this feeling that im feeling. it's not smthg that i can choose to ignore or forgot. i wish i had told you all the things i wanted to tell you. things that even now i wanna shout out. you know ive seen all that ive done, all that ive tried to make things work, and i look at the scraps that you've produced, i look at the effort you've put in. and i know you never cared as much as me, you never bothered as much as me, you never even loved. and even now, im still trying. what i dont understand is, why are you so afraid?... to you, i never was worth it, never have been, and i know i never will be. i just wished you could see that i am. i hate being left not knowing anything. i hate that you're neither hot nor cold.

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