Thursday, March 20, 2008
8:37 AM

one of the reasons why i love audrey:

she sends me reassuring messages even though she spent the last 1 hour and 20 minutes talking to me.

Ailing,

I’m writing in here only because I’m anticipating this to be a relatively long paragraph. I have always tried to be very upfront with you and if I can’t convince your stubborn self I will always standby in respect of your choices and be here for you if anything.
You truly are an amazing person, with a lot to offer someone. Once you allow yourself to be vulnerable and open yourself to someone they will realize how truly lucky they are. You have always had that tough exterior, albeit a whiny and grumbly exterior at times, but a sincere one nonetheless. You are very different from others and you are looking for a totally different person than others and for that reason it will take time.
In the meantime it’s natural to feel lonely, it’s natural to want somebody. I’m just as confused of a person as you are, I really am… I don’t know a lot about what I’m doing, so I focus on what I know I have to do. So things aren’t great right now? What can you do… You can’t whine and moan about every thing that happens, if you can’t do anything about it you have to try looking passed it. That’s not to say that it’s easy or that you can’t complain about the way things are but as you know best, we do over-analyze a lot.

Out of suffering emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters reared with scars. Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life.

Think not that you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy directs your course – Khalil Gibran

I love you many many… and as I started this letter, I will end it… I will always be here for you.

Carpe diem.


Dreyling


love you heaps babe! you're my lifesaver. :)

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