Tuesday, September 12, 2006
5:35 AM

ive been trying to study the whole day.. but my mind keeps wondering.. i keep getting distracted.. haha..... so i sit down, all motivated to study... then my eyes drift and i see my Duchess of Malfi book...and so i read that..and it's sooo interesting, i can't put it down...when i am finally able to tear my eyes away from the book... i read a full sentences of my work...and then my eyes drift to my lap top.... and i decide to check my mail..and from checking my mail.. i go on to reading blogs...then from there... i go on to watch videos on youtube...oh gosh.. it's such a struggle to study sometimes.. hahaha..
and i just found out from adeline that my exam that i thought was tmw.. is actually next wednesday... and that's not exactly a good thing.. cos next week we're pretty much gonna have dance practice everyday... plus, i've got 2 assignments due next week..... fantastic... ooh but the good thing is... ive already got one of the assignments done..and my exam is an open book exam..but hands out for those who knows open book exams can be really really tough...? *hands going up all over the place..*
oh wells... i think i ate too much today..oh gosh....never leave me alone at home with a kitchen full of food.... i just go crazy i tell you... i ate so many spoonfuls of nutella it's amazing im not a walking sugar cube...haiyoh.... and ive been watching so much friends lately i actually dreamnt of them the other day... i miss my granny... she said she dyed her hair baby blonde...and went to sit on the swing with her friends...imagine... an old lady, close to 80..with hair the colour so bright it's blinding..swinging on the swings with her equally old friends..and then my sister said.." so granny, you trying to attract some young guy with your baby blond hair cos from afar, he'll think you're a hot young chick..." and she says.." aye..." ..oh gosh..my granny is just the coolest... hehe.... i miss her so much.. i wonder when i'll see her again.. my granny rocks....she's so awesome and she's seriously the coolest grandmother in the world...she bought me this tshirt that says.." stop looking at me... you're wasting your time..." hahaha... imagine..my granny.... i wrote her a letter yesterday..and put in a few photos of my close friends and i just so she could have a peek into my life here....
so paul is out of singapore idol... my dad was sooo happy that paul got voted out..that he ended up on the flooor.. laughing...hahaha..... horrribleee!! boh wells... now it's just jonathan, jasmine and hady... cant believe that im like a thousand miles away from home and im still following singapore idol..oh gosh.. i seriously need a life....
hmm.. time really flies...2-3 more months and i'll be back in singapore for good..so people here.. that's a huge hint to cherish the time i have left here... hehehe.... im excited to go home but sad to leave.... all my best friends are here... it's gonna be hard to leave..... but i know for now, i need to be back in singapore.... i dont know for how long... but i know that's where God wants me to be....im a family person... my family means the world to me... i cant just pack up and leave them for good..and only see them twice a year when i go back for a holiday.... nah, 4 years straight of just seeing them twice away is long enough for me.... sure it's scary to go back and not knowing many people back home... but i've got God, and my family..and that's enough for me...im gonna miss a lot of people here.. people like, frances, boon wai, joey, lip eng, amos, peter, my homestay family, amanda, steph, yivonne,.... these people have really impacted my life in one way or another... some more than others but each cherished equally... and no i did not mention any singaporeans, cos i'll be seeing you guys back in singapore... hehe...
but yeah....argh.... alrightio.... i think i should do a shout out to each of them soon..but not now.. i really should get back to my studying..hehe..yup yup...so till next time...take care..and God bless...=)

"But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him."
1 Corinthians 2:9

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