Monday, March 19, 2007
7:22 PM

oh my gosh.. im so bored.
i'm at work and i should be working. but i can't do any lab work today cos richard's using the anderson.. so i have resorted to blogggging about my very mundane life. everynight i get home and the house is empty. oh dear, i sound like a very depressed married woman. and no i'm neither depressed nor married, so don't panic. ok yes, back to my story. so everynight i get home to an empty house. why? cos my housemates have more life than me. i'm always going home with the hope, the teeniest tiniest hope that someone would be home for more than 30 mins. but unfortunately not. so what do i do? i spend the night away, watching movies on my lap top with speakers that are only half working. then by 10pm i start to get a big drowsy, so i fall asleep even before my housemates get home. so by the time they get home, i'm already somewhere else. and then i get up in the morning and off to work i go. so at work, i have the anticipation of going home and hopefully hanging out with my housemates but that hardly ever happens. so basically, i have no life. it's not that my housemates have too much life. because they have the normal amount. i just have no life.
and that is the end of the very mundane story of my very mundane life.

so anyways, moving on from self pity.

my sister's getting married!! woohoo!!! so happy for her.
i think i've already blogged about this. but anyways. it's nearer to the date now so it's even more exciting!!

ok now that i've let out the excitement. what else should i blog about.

ooh ooh!! my parents are coming!! woohoo!!! no more instant food for about a week while my parents are here..yay! hahaah.. they're coming in 2 weeeks time. on the 1st of april. =) and my graduation's on the 2nd of april. yay!! teresa's gonna be graduating on the same day as well. how exciting!! woohoo!!

i suddenly miss home a lot. i don't know why. it comes and goes randomly. it's a mixed feeelings kind of thing and it's not something that just anybody can understand. it's something only overseas students or workers can understand. it's either going back to the comfortable and familiar and staying on for the future. it's all a big dilemma. no point rushing to make a decision. let's just take it one step at a time and we'll come to a conclusion eventually. but in the mean time, enjoy yourself and all that you have wherever you are, make the best out of it and don't regret anything. cos that's the worse way to live, in regret. broaden your perspective and don't hold back on happiness.

"sometimes to be with someone even just for a little while, is worth the risk of getting hurt. it doesn't make it easier, but it's worth it."

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