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Sunday, July 15, 2007
7:18 AM
catherine mcbride. I miss you granny. to me, you will always be invincible. you are without a doubt the most wonderful woman i have ever known. you would always fight your way through everything. you had the heart of a lion and the wisdom of solomon. you were always so brave and determined. your love for life, for your friends and family, are everything ive always wanted myself to have. i love the way you love because your type of love is the type of love i want to give out. you were never afraid to stand up for yourself and no matter how tough you showed yourself to the world, to us you never hid the fact that despite your tough exterior, you still had a heart that bled and hurt like all of us. i miss you so god damn much and i cant believe you're gone. writing letters to you and talking to you on the phone always made me come away with a smile. knowing that i have you in the family is what always made me feel so special. there are a hundred and one things i wish i could have said to you, and even more things we could have done together and just gone crazy passing time. all that ive learnt from you i will forever cherish and pass on. i still find it hard to believe that you're gone, i cant believe you left us so soon. the years you had on here, impacting our lives and so many others that i'll probably lose count, these years are not enough for your whole self to have been discovered. you had so much depth that no matter how much we knew about you, there was still so much more to you that we didnt already know. i love the way you laugh, the way you process your thoughts, the way you were always so hardy, the way you held on to each and every one of us so tightly because you always saw the jewel in us, the way you never held back on us and always on yourself when you sent out gifts and cards, the way you sacrifced without expecting anything back, the way you freely gave, the way you taught us the things we know now, the way you were always the strong one, the way you swore, the way your humour always picked me up, the way you were.. you were amazing and you will always continue to be. as graham said, you're his flower of scotland. you are my candle in the wind. you are my hero. you are the woman i wanna be. i love you granny. the things i would give to have you here with me.
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