Sunday, July 20, 2008
4:24 AM

and im back from thailand. reality has settled in again. after act 3, i need another job. *fingers crossed*

i dont want a mediocre job. i want a job that makes me happy. i wanna be the minority. i mean, how many people do you know that go to work just because they enjoy it? bad thing is, to break into the theatre scene here isnt easy. maybe i should go to south africa where i know some theatre people. if south africa werent so dangerous, i'd be there in a heart beat. at least i'll have malcolm there to teach me comedy. sigh.

have i also mentioned that i now declare myself a bachelorette for life. i shall follow in the footsteps of miss sunalene devadason. haha! i always said that i'd end up like her. only difference is, i used to be terrified of ending up like her. but now that i've thought about it, it doesn't seem so bad after all. it sounds quite appealing actually. unless i find someone who helps me believe in love again (which honestly speaking, is highly unlikely), then i'll give up my bachelorette lifestyle.

unfortunately, i have little faith in men. i am highly skeptical. im also a very selfish person so i reckon im better off single. and i can be quite heartless. oh dear.

anyways! photos from thailand will be up once my hard drive decides to be nice to me.

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